I’m a slave to shadows (trapped), I’m the bait of arrows (scarred),
I am isolated (scrapped), I am complicated (free me),
A crippling womb (birth), a crippling doom (fate),
A crippling tomb (death), a crippling room (this is life).
Verse One
I hold a crippled disability, possessed in my vicinity,
Beneath a murky lamp, dirty and damp, invisibly,
A figure watches, manipulating my grudges,
I’m inhumanely paranoid, hate spreads to what touches,
Build an holistic barricade, problematic is much,
Consider every warped likelihood I’m likely to clutch,
I’m on the edge of visual health, but, deeply, I rot,
I taste pain so frequently the masochist plots,
Shatter glass ’til I’m freely bleeding, relieving contempt,
Skies blacken, but I adore darkness, free of resent,
I can wander calmly, but still shackle my door,
Beyond, the world swirls, heads turn, panic’s assured,
It’s overbearing, stop inhumanly staring, I can’t breathe,
While the ground shakes, making me dizzy, I can’t see,
Heavy limbs and chattering nerves, I struggle to move,
Swallowing hate, growing irate and it’s all because of you!
Verse Two
But suddenly, abnormal habitats suit me perfectly,
I love it when you’re hurting me, masochism forever,
I’m never better when touching the tether’s end,
Burning erratically, pain is what I recommend,
Isolated and hated, waiting to say I made it,
Only escape when I’m breaking now is when I’m humiliated -
Or getting beaten by my depression, it strengthens -
Every little corner of my haunted body, building aggression,
Evidently nearing succession, you set me alive,
I strive each stride, even my hope’s deprived,
But calculating pride in my pain is a natural action,
Despite you believe it to be my sanity’s detachment,
The walls profoundly melt, revealing what’s around the belt,
Dilapidated dust, plus a planet in excruciating hell,
I cannot trust the glitter, I am a child of darkness,
Give me freedom and I’d still choose the cage, regardless.
credits
from The Crippling Room,
released March 10, 2011
music composed & mixed by Doz1jeE
Rap written and spitted by James Eagalwulf
master by Cyesm for Good Citizen Factory
Composer/remixer since 1998 in France. I produce mainly electro and hiphop tracks, for my own projects (7 albums released
with Good Citizen Factory label) and many rappers/bands from France, UK and US. I have with those collabs a large panel of musical colors with a really personnal addon....more
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